please

what you are doing

is cruel

and humiliating.

must you seek

revenge

on the 

broken hearted?

more?

i cannot.

i cannot.

i am sorry.

do not worry,

when if it-

you will be fine,

i will be back,

i love you.

i love you.

and i cannot help,

it will not help,

what is time going to do?

but make me 

a lonely stranger

and you 

advantageous. 

(is that what you are getting after?)

i do not believe it.

i trust you.

and i am sorry

that i do it to you.

i am a dummy.

i can make an earnest effort 

not to

but 

i would only be swallowing.

and that is half the battle.

i know how much it kills you.

i know how much it concerns you.

i have an idea how much it annoys you.

i am listening

do not punish me

for loving you

embarrassingly

out-loud.

i trust you too

to know

that i am not a

good swimmer,

and i have come

this far.

so far.

please.